Gearing up to buy a car.

Vanilla Sky's biggest strength, in my most humble opinion, was its awesome ability to disorient the audience and translate/transfer the character's confusion to the viewer. I feel distinctly confused/disoriented these days. I've caught myself sitting at my paltry kitchen table looking at my surroundings and questioning what the hell I am doing in Charleston, SC.

I am not writing to trash this place, today. I am genuinely confused as to what is going on in my life. My tummy is on a war path, my pocketbook is on a war path with the credit cards (and my pay cheque), there is no cable in life and there is no hanging out with one friend or another every evening. There is work and then there is a rapidly deteriorating kitchen that confronts me every day. For someone who came from an ubebrclean and cleanliness conscious woman, I am surprisingly uninterested in any task relating even remotely to the Kitchen - all tasks except those that involve consuming the contents of the pantry and the refridgerator.


*Sigh* Bad dreams dogging me these days too, so my ultimate escape from reality is sort of blocked off as well. There are ups though, I am done dealing with evil Sears. I have a bed that I appreciate every time I lay in it. I am probably going to buy a car in the next 2 weeks. There is money in life, sort of.

*second sigh* Better get to bed, going to work bright and early tomorrow.