Let your soul be your pilot...

So, its official.. I have nothing to do!! Nothing that I want to expend my energies on, that is. I can't believe that I am back at the blog.. I am actually talking to the Oanh and only.. and still.. I feel the need to talk to someone else..

You know when you want to talk to someone, and tell them all these things... I am so lucky with all the great, awesome, understanding and fabulous people that I count on as friends.. and yet, sometimes, I am sitting across from the friend, or holding the phone and its like this deep chasm stands between myself and the other person.. and I can't form the words that express my thoughts/feelings, no matter how much I try.

Things I wish for:
1. I didn't gossip as much as I do now
2. I wasn't as clingy/needy as I am
3. I was happy with what I had
4. I had a car
5. I had a license
6. I could read Pride and Prejudice again
7. <...>

Ok, so I think I am starting to get sleepy now, which is good.. because I have to wake up ungodly early tomorrow morning!!

Oh, Wash by Lifehouse is a fabulous song!! (good night! sweet dreams.. please, don't read this blog, its pathetic and so am I.. )