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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

figured it out.. damien rice..

I had heard the Blower's daughter on either BBC radio or Launch radio.

I think Damien Rice has a good voice. Lots of emotion, without being too blase about it. Its the same quality that Paolo Nutini has or David Gray does. Lots of angst. Good stuff, angst. Makes for a good song to listen when one is feeling miserable.

I'm not miserable these days, just determined. Very, very determined to not get caught up in the windmills of my mind. A little miserable, but determined to not be miserable ;) Its amazing how much of one's life is in one's head. It takes time to re-adjust one's mental reflexes, to retrain one's opinions and reactions. Ofcourse, there is the mammoth emotional part of it all - can't forget that. I know that I can't always logically trace my thought process. It doesn't mean that I am crazy, just that my brain jumps every once in a while.

I am still shocked at all that is happening in my life. Still can't piece together some extremely crucial realities. I remember days from childhood, when I'd throw a tantrum and cry and Mummy would ask me what I wanted to mollify me. My tears would dry instantly and I'd smile and say "Ice cream!" I still believe that ice-cream heals the soul. :-)

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