Free as a bird.. in roughly 10 months' time...

I made a decision today and I am very, very happy for it. Life is too short! That is the lesson for today. Life is too short!! Not enough time to do all that I want to do, especially given the fact that I am lazier than most imaginable lazy creatures. I refuse to be miserable! (Although being in Cha-shitty-ton makes it a bit of a challenge!)

I am going to try and curb my potty mouth after today. I have indulged in weakness for long enough. I have seen the worst time in my life ever. I know for a fact that nothing will ever be worse than that which has already come to pass. So, I am going to just live my days through this.

Some thoughts about another subject that has been on my mind of late: I can't force my friendship/company on anyone. I don't even want to!! I don't want to manipulate people, or have them feel obligated to me. I like hanging out with people I like, a lot! At the same time though, I would hate for any feeling but that of friendship and absolute amicability/affection to reside in that relationship. Sure people get on each others' nerves.. but so long as that connection of the hearts exists, and I am talking about platonic but deep friendship here, the friendship should survive!!

A lot of thoughts in my itty-bitty little brain. But I know this, I am a free person, and I am going to make my dreams come true, the ones that I can anyway.