willy's....

my favouritest place to eat in all of atlanta.. is a burrito chain called willy's!! it rocks, what can one say? it is the closest to soul food that i have ever been.. i have cheated on willy's just once since coming here, and it was on the border.. so i don't think it counts.. :P

i have always tried to figure out what makes me like a song, dunno why, call me self-absorbed.. umm, i always figured i'd never get into anyone else's thoughts so why bother understanding why they like something, its a task i am bound to fail in...not that i am not interested, some people, i want to know why they like music.. most, i don't care.. :P

anyway.. i am listening to paul mccartney's "This never happened before"... what am i thinking? i see a couple slow dancing.. a strong chap .. lots of affection.. paul mccartney's voice.. gorgeous! the couple knows they are going to be together forever! few scenes from the lake house.. umm.. mostly i see keanu reeves :P (thank god he bulked up some for this movie! he could have never pulled of this movie without being just slightly more solid).. evening! its evening time! curtains billowing in the wind..

wonder how much of my fantasy is programmed by consumerism..

i guess the thing i like best about this song, is that its about someone who loves and is not unhappy! he has secured the object of his affection.. "this is the way it should be"... also, the tune is just a wee bit melancholic.. so he's been through something to get here...

*sigh*

i have decided that i am going to be my positive self. even if it means being mean to some people, that is part of who i am. my negativity is exhausting, i can't let confusion and chaos rule, life is too short! life is beautiful and there are so many things still to be done!! so many people to hear from.. i'm getting a car soon!!