A genuinely unworthy thought...

This convertible driving ahead of me kept using its brakes on a road where everyone was driving at approximately 50mph. And this person wasn't really even slowing down, just randomly braking. A thought formed in my head and I am ever so heartily ashamed at having thought it. It was along the lines of... "oh my god! do we need to check if that's a woman driving that car?!?" :P (Oh and in case anyone reading this blog doesn't know... /me is a female)

There will be people who will tell you that I brake whenever confronted with something unexpected. Makes sense, its sort of part of my psychological make-up. However, since the said fact has been pointed out, I have been working on being bolder and confident - in driving and in life.

Working on keeping myself happy right now. Need to be in a positive frame of mind, always. Need to be agressive about life. I have a feeling that my laidbackness has now slowly turned into passivity. Not good!

Tomorrow is very important. I have a very important phone call to make. I even put off my plan to cook enchiladas off until Saturday to make sure that everything goes well tomorrow. (I already bought the stuff to make it. Except for the red hot chile pepper, I don't know what that is. I wonder if the book author is pulling my leg?) Send me happy, confident, success-seeking-and-finding thoughts. Tomorrow decides if I spend my next year or year and half in a place far west of here - where happiness lies, amidst the mountains and the deserts.