james blunt.. out of my mind..

that was my Systems and Controls anthem.. somehow I did really well when I had that song playing while I studied my Systems and Controls junk.. i really, really enjoyed being an engineer. hardware suits me, in my own goth-chick-girly way. :-D

i'm a fool, i'm everybody's fool. wonder when i will lose the doormat syndrome and finally develop a spine that ably supports my extremely well hidden, albiet many would say (including myself), few strengths. (support a strength, isn't that a novel concept?)

i'm a fool in charleston and very happy to be shipping out. hopefully some calm will ensue and i shall stop giggling. (yes, despite all the doodoo in life, the fool that i am, i am still giggling!) most importantly, hopefully i'll give up hope and accept and recognize reality!

what does life hold?
whereforth shall the road unfold?
will i grow to be old?
or die with a happy heart and no money in the bank, nor gold?
sooner or later, sooner rather than later.. rhyming will grow old! :P


(yeah, did i mention that i am trying to get back into my poetry writing mode ? :P)